Neon. 24 years old. Seattle.
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I keep debating on why I might want to meet someone to enjoy my days with.

I know I want someone for the physical aspect. Someone I can please and in return please me to satisfy my needs. I am after all a succubus. My demands are high in this area. Very high.

But I debate on whether I want someone there for the emotional aspect.
I don’t know. Sure, I’d love someone to share my day with and have a bond but I’ve been enjoying this feeling of solitude a lot. It’s not a bad solitude. It’s a reassuring one.

But then again, maybe that’s why for the past 3 relationships I’ve attempted, they have been long distance. Because I only have to deal with that extreme closeness for short periods of time and can expect them.

Knowing the ins and outs of long distance relationships makes me only want to pursue those when I want a relationship.

Perhaps I should look for similar qualities in a relationship that can happen here. But how do I put “hey so I want to have sex all the fucking time with you but you’re also going to have to give me my space to let me do whatever by myself but don’t think that I’m cheating on you.”

Shit’s difficult. But I’m starting to feel a little bit lonely.

Home.

This trip home, I wanted to capture some important locations for me. What I found is that all these locations pertained to love.

The fountain, the bridges, the river walk.

They all represented love to me. These are locations I come to visit each time I come home but could never understand why I always felt so drawn to coming back to see them each time. I think by shooting a camera at them and being able to make it such a permanent thing for my eyes to view at any time helped me realize why they are so near and dear to my heart. 

From my unrequited first love at the age of 12 to the many years and boys I brought to these same locations in hopes of finding that true love.

I’ll find it some day. But for now, I am content in just remembering.

terasuccubi:

Morrigan Aensland by るまもか
As found at: http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=43354174
This artist’s style reminds me of art deco in a way… Like the little shine that Morrigan has too…

terasuccubi:

Morrigan Aensland by るまもか

As found at: http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=43354174

This artist’s style reminds me of art deco in a way… Like the little shine that Morrigan has too…

Oh and this was hilarious!

Oh and this was hilarious!

#dabs for the day

Got two outfits ready for my 5 days back home in Chicago. I think I look like a true Seattleite now! Haha

Got two outfits ready for my 5 days back home in Chicago. I think I look like a true Seattleite now! Haha

Today I skated till there were blisters on the back of my legs. The tightness of the laces is an old familiar feeling. I watched a little girl learn how to do cross overs and remembered the edges of my own blades again. I spent my morning gliding along till my ears burned so badly from the cold air but nothing could make me feel better. I am forever Kristine the Ice Queen.

bug-grump:

 María del Rosario Mendoza(Rossy Mendoza) vedette, actriz, bailarina y cantante mexicana del cine de los 70s 

omg

(Source: cazadordementes)

bigpaynos:

g-asp:

White girls

what the fuck are you talking about “white girls” she’s 100% right take your misogynistic bullshit out of here

bigpaynos:

g-asp:

White girls

what the fuck are you talking about “white girls” she’s 100% right take your misogynistic bullshit out of here

courtneywirthit:

there’s no time to cry over boys.my page for the Sailor Moon Ultra Crystal Zine that will be sold at the ninth annual NY Art Book Fair held at MoMA PS1.

courtneywirthit:

there’s no time to cry over boys.

my page for the Sailor Moon Ultra Crystal Zine that will be sold at the ninth annual NY Art Book Fair held at MoMA PS1.